Get me off this Ride! I'm feeling kinda sick!

Luckily I didn't post anything earlier today because I was feeling pretty sorry for myself. My entry would have been pretty pathetic. But since I still have my toffeenut soy americano misto in my system, I'm feeling pretty UP!

Here's a recap of my life.

• I got laid off and have yet to find a full time job. It's been over 3 months.
• Mr.Guy and I broke up because I didn't mean enough to him to take his sunglasses off at the dinner table.

Now do you get why I'm feeling pretty bleh?!

So now it's time to turn a new leaf in more than one area of my life. At times I realize these are opportunities for something better and at other times I feel I don't deserve any better.

It's just hard to be optimistic when everything seems to be going downhill.

Life can be so damn hard.